So I don't know about you guys, but there's been one thing that has always fascinated me.
Well, not always, I hated it when I was a kid, but once I'm a teenager, I'm entrigued by the features of it.
Fire.
No, I'm not a pyromaniac or whatever you call those people,
but I really like watching fire.
The very existance of it, how a little flame can be brought to life through so much effort of rubbing sticks or stones,
To breath the life into it and watch it grow,
To be honest, it's wonderful.
I guess I could just be weird,
Or I'm a screwed up teenager who just wants to watch this world burn. <3
Love, Leah Park <333
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Hypocrite
Just so you know,
I hope you realize how much of a hypocrite you really are.
You act like nothing happened and you act like you've done nothing wrong.
Well.
Clearly you're in denial.
I just want to say that you are one of the most hypocritical human beings I've ever met.
I'm sick of you and your damn bullshit.
Please, just get out of my life. You disgust me.
Love, Leah Park <3333
I hope you realize how much of a hypocrite you really are.
You act like nothing happened and you act like you've done nothing wrong.
Well.
Clearly you're in denial.
I just want to say that you are one of the most hypocritical human beings I've ever met.
I'm sick of you and your damn bullshit.
Please, just get out of my life. You disgust me.
Love, Leah Park <3333
Monday, April 11, 2011
Mondays
It's a monday,
and we're back at school.
Suprisingly school went by really fast, and turned out very well.
Turns out no one was the runaway and no one was really the "hero"
Well, except the fact that I was acting like a Narcassistic bitch hahahaha.
Anyway, I'm tired and I have a lot of homework, so this is all Ima write today.
Toodaloo erryoneee
Love, Leah Park <33333
and we're back at school.
Suprisingly school went by really fast, and turned out very well.
Turns out no one was the runaway and no one was really the "hero"
Well, except the fact that I was acting like a Narcassistic bitch hahahaha.
Anyway, I'm tired and I have a lot of homework, so this is all Ima write today.
Toodaloo erryoneee
Love, Leah Park <33333
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Alexis Smith
Dear Alexis Rose Smith,
You are by far, the worst blog editor EVER.
You haven't even wrote a single post, NOR have you attempted to write anything.
I am sorely dissapointed.
I am expecting you to write and make your blogspot soon,
because if not, A DARK CLOUD IS APPROACHING.
Heed my warning, my best friend.
Love, Leah Park <3333
You are by far, the worst blog editor EVER.
You haven't even wrote a single post, NOR have you attempted to write anything.
I am sorely dissapointed.
I am expecting you to write and make your blogspot soon,
because if not, A DARK CLOUD IS APPROACHING.
Heed my warning, my best friend.
Love, Leah Park <3333
Bipolar
Oh my Freaking...
Really?
You say my mood tends to switch a lot???
LOOK AT YOURS!
You're the bipolar bitch.
Stfu. You're the one who has no friends, who always bitches about practically nothing, and you're practically never thankful.
Go cry in a hole or something, or move to fucking china I don't care.
Just get the hell out of my life.
Love, Leah Park <3333
Really?
You say my mood tends to switch a lot???
LOOK AT YOURS!
You're the bipolar bitch.
Stfu. You're the one who has no friends, who always bitches about practically nothing, and you're practically never thankful.
Go cry in a hole or something, or move to fucking china I don't care.
Just get the hell out of my life.
Love, Leah Park <3333
My opinion on Drugs and suicide
This is where I'm going to be completely honest.
I believe, drugs are not okay.
Any drug from a simple cigarette, to alcohol, to weird stuff like chronic or weed.
The only drug that is an exception are drugs that are good for you like medicine, herbs (not weed, medicinal herbs) and that's about it.
I believe the people who are low enough to do drugs are just people who has a warped sense of the world and can't cope with their own simple problems. MEANING, in their life, they don't know how to simply problem solve, which results into drug use.
I believe drug use is just like the pathetic excuse of commiting suicide.
Just because you say your life is SOOO bad, doesn't give you the excuse to harm your own body like that.
The worst thing I expect to see from anyone is losing weight from stress. That's IT.
I've had it with all these pathetic people using drugs or suicide as a way out.
Honestly, this generation is filled with no one but a bunch of pussies.
Nobody knows how to persevere or cope anymore.
So listen up. Just because you're fat, doesn't mean you should kill yourself or use drugs to lose weight/find a way out.
Just because you're depressed, doesn't mean you should harm yourself by cutting, commiting suicide, or using drugs. That's just pathetic. You're so sad? Then either find a job, or find out what in your life is making you SO SAD.
And don't give me the crap, "Oh my parents beat me." Come on. Does no one have common sense anymore?
How about you stand up, run straight to a cop or an adult, and tell someone you're being beat by your own FUCKING PARENT. You think I don't know how that feels? Oh, I know more than I seem, so don't give me that bullshit saying I don't understand. Because I do, and you guys are being nothing more than a bunch of pussies.
Just because you can't get what you want in life that you should start using drugs or *Gasp* COMMIT FUCKING SUICIDE. Come on people. Really? Is that the only escape route for people these days?
I'm telling you. People need to get a grip, get real, and problem solve for ONCE.
Life only gets harder from here, so you think you're doing so bad?
Go talk to someone.
You have no friends?
Make friends, it's not that hard.
Well, this post might piss a lot of people off but hell I'm pissed right now, and this is all my opinion.
My point is, people need to get a grip and stop being a bunch of babies.
I'm done here.
Love, Leah Park <33333
I believe, drugs are not okay.
Any drug from a simple cigarette, to alcohol, to weird stuff like chronic or weed.
The only drug that is an exception are drugs that are good for you like medicine, herbs (not weed, medicinal herbs) and that's about it.
I believe the people who are low enough to do drugs are just people who has a warped sense of the world and can't cope with their own simple problems. MEANING, in their life, they don't know how to simply problem solve, which results into drug use.
I believe drug use is just like the pathetic excuse of commiting suicide.
Just because you say your life is SOOO bad, doesn't give you the excuse to harm your own body like that.
The worst thing I expect to see from anyone is losing weight from stress. That's IT.
I've had it with all these pathetic people using drugs or suicide as a way out.
Honestly, this generation is filled with no one but a bunch of pussies.
Nobody knows how to persevere or cope anymore.
So listen up. Just because you're fat, doesn't mean you should kill yourself or use drugs to lose weight/find a way out.
Just because you're depressed, doesn't mean you should harm yourself by cutting, commiting suicide, or using drugs. That's just pathetic. You're so sad? Then either find a job, or find out what in your life is making you SO SAD.
And don't give me the crap, "Oh my parents beat me." Come on. Does no one have common sense anymore?
How about you stand up, run straight to a cop or an adult, and tell someone you're being beat by your own FUCKING PARENT. You think I don't know how that feels? Oh, I know more than I seem, so don't give me that bullshit saying I don't understand. Because I do, and you guys are being nothing more than a bunch of pussies.
Just because you can't get what you want in life that you should start using drugs or *Gasp* COMMIT FUCKING SUICIDE. Come on people. Really? Is that the only escape route for people these days?
I'm telling you. People need to get a grip, get real, and problem solve for ONCE.
Life only gets harder from here, so you think you're doing so bad?
Go talk to someone.
You have no friends?
Make friends, it's not that hard.
Well, this post might piss a lot of people off but hell I'm pissed right now, and this is all my opinion.
My point is, people need to get a grip and stop being a bunch of babies.
I'm done here.
Love, Leah Park <33333
Poser
So a blog is a place where you generally post deep thoughts about yourself and what you're thinking about.
Photography is okay, but come on.
If you're posting shit on your dashboard, and pictures that are totally irrevelant and dumb, then get off the blogging website.
This is kind of why I hate tumblr.
People like you just totally ruin it.
You and your dumb poserish pictures of fucking gerard way, or MCR, or pictures of people smoking kush or some shit like that.
Yeah, you're cool.
Get a fucking life and get over your fucking self.
Fucking poser.
Just sayin <3
Love, Leah Park <33333
Photography is okay, but come on.
If you're posting shit on your dashboard, and pictures that are totally irrevelant and dumb, then get off the blogging website.
This is kind of why I hate tumblr.
People like you just totally ruin it.
You and your dumb poserish pictures of fucking gerard way, or MCR, or pictures of people smoking kush or some shit like that.
Yeah, you're cool.
Get a fucking life and get over your fucking self.
Fucking poser.
Just sayin <3
Love, Leah Park <33333
Saturday, April 9, 2011
I'm here to fuck shit up
So since school is coming up soon, I'm fairly excited.
I want to see how things will turn out and how unfinished business WILL be finished.
I'm stoked.
I want to see who will be the runaway and who will be the hero.
I'm pretty sure I won't be the runaway.
I'm no coward ;)
Love, Leah Park <3333
I want to see how things will turn out and how unfinished business WILL be finished.
I'm stoked.
I want to see who will be the runaway and who will be the hero.
I'm pretty sure I won't be the runaway.
I'm no coward ;)
Love, Leah Park <3333
Spring Break...
Is almost unbelivably over... and it's sad.
Here's the positive part though. I lost an unbelivable amount of weight, and I'm proud.
I lessened my portion by a good amount, and I walk/jog every morning, and work out with my abs at least twice a day for at least 20 minutes.
It feels great.
I can't wait to be skinny.
My goal for my weight is to be around 130 pounds. 140 is okay too.
I want to suceed, and for once I want to stop being so big and I'm tired of people lying to me.
I'm not at a good weight, I'm overweight, so I want to lose all of this and look like a real girl for once.
I have four more months and I'm at a good track.
I'm a bit nervous about school, but I know I can do it.
Take some time to work out, do school work, and make a schedule.
I'm confident, and I have God on my side.
Here's my honest intuition.
God gave me this body, this vessel, so this body isn't mine, it's God's.
So I have no right to mistreat my body this way.
That's why I've decided enough is enough.
I'm tired of people staring at me this way, it's making me self conscious.
And I know it's time to lose this weight.
And I'm determined, not only by myself but with God.
So it's time for a change, and I can do it.
So far, I've lost 13 pounds from the end of Febuary to now, the beginning of April. By the end of April, I want to lose at least 7 more pounds, basically 10 pounds per month, I want to lose it, and I believe I have the ability to do so.
That's why, I'm eating only a little bit, and I'm eating healthy, no junk.
I'm not eating anytime after 6. Besides Sweet potato, but I'll try not to.
For snacks I plan on only eating sweet potatoes.
For breakfast, I'll eat rich.
Lunch, less.
dinner, very poor.
each time, I want to eat a sweet potato with it to make me less hungry.
and each day, I'm walking an hour and working out with Aerobics for at least 20-30 minutes.
I want to do this everyday, and I've been doing it so far, so I know I can do it.
Well, that's pretty much all I've wanted to say.
Wish me luck everyone!
Love, Leah Park <33333
Here's the positive part though. I lost an unbelivable amount of weight, and I'm proud.
I lessened my portion by a good amount, and I walk/jog every morning, and work out with my abs at least twice a day for at least 20 minutes.
It feels great.
I can't wait to be skinny.
My goal for my weight is to be around 130 pounds. 140 is okay too.
I want to suceed, and for once I want to stop being so big and I'm tired of people lying to me.
I'm not at a good weight, I'm overweight, so I want to lose all of this and look like a real girl for once.
I have four more months and I'm at a good track.
I'm a bit nervous about school, but I know I can do it.
Take some time to work out, do school work, and make a schedule.
I'm confident, and I have God on my side.
Here's my honest intuition.
God gave me this body, this vessel, so this body isn't mine, it's God's.
So I have no right to mistreat my body this way.
That's why I've decided enough is enough.
I'm tired of people staring at me this way, it's making me self conscious.
And I know it's time to lose this weight.
And I'm determined, not only by myself but with God.
So it's time for a change, and I can do it.
So far, I've lost 13 pounds from the end of Febuary to now, the beginning of April. By the end of April, I want to lose at least 7 more pounds, basically 10 pounds per month, I want to lose it, and I believe I have the ability to do so.
That's why, I'm eating only a little bit, and I'm eating healthy, no junk.
I'm not eating anytime after 6. Besides Sweet potato, but I'll try not to.
For snacks I plan on only eating sweet potatoes.
For breakfast, I'll eat rich.
Lunch, less.
dinner, very poor.
each time, I want to eat a sweet potato with it to make me less hungry.
and each day, I'm walking an hour and working out with Aerobics for at least 20-30 minutes.
I want to do this everyday, and I've been doing it so far, so I know I can do it.
Well, that's pretty much all I've wanted to say.
Wish me luck everyone!
Love, Leah Park <33333
Monday, April 4, 2011
Teenage Angst
I believe the worst disease (besides aids, cancer, etc) anyone could ever have is teenage angst.
I hate having this natural feeling in my head even though nothing really that bad is going on.
This just goes for show how the teenage mind is still not ready and immature (seeing how we tend to freak out even at the smallest problems)
I hate these random feelings of depression even though there's really nothing to be depressed about.
I hate feeling insecure in myself (I personally feel a bit overweight but that can be solved with a little excercise!)
And I hate feeling like there's nothing I can really do when there is something I can do.
This just goes for show that teenagers are just immature in general.
I think I finally understand it now.
When I took Psychology, I didn't really go in depth with Adolescence, but now I'm starting to understand.
When Wunt claimed adults use more of their frontal/prefrontal lobe than a teenager, I realize that is correct.
Teenagers tend to use their Thaluyumus and hypothaluyumus rather than our frontal lobe for logical thinking and thought processing.
It's all starting to make sense now.
There are many differences between a mind of a teen and an adult, but hell, I never thought it could be this vast apart.
I don't know why I think like this.
I guess I'm just a little off my head don't you think so?
Hahaha.
Spring Break has been great so far, but I have a bible seminar starting today and a road test also.
Wish me luck ,and God bless you all.
Love, Leah Park <33333
I hate having this natural feeling in my head even though nothing really that bad is going on.
This just goes for show how the teenage mind is still not ready and immature (seeing how we tend to freak out even at the smallest problems)
I hate these random feelings of depression even though there's really nothing to be depressed about.
I hate feeling insecure in myself (I personally feel a bit overweight but that can be solved with a little excercise!)
And I hate feeling like there's nothing I can really do when there is something I can do.
This just goes for show that teenagers are just immature in general.
I think I finally understand it now.
When I took Psychology, I didn't really go in depth with Adolescence, but now I'm starting to understand.
When Wunt claimed adults use more of their frontal/prefrontal lobe than a teenager, I realize that is correct.
Teenagers tend to use their Thaluyumus and hypothaluyumus rather than our frontal lobe for logical thinking and thought processing.
It's all starting to make sense now.
There are many differences between a mind of a teen and an adult, but hell, I never thought it could be this vast apart.
I don't know why I think like this.
I guess I'm just a little off my head don't you think so?
Hahaha.
Spring Break has been great so far, but I have a bible seminar starting today and a road test also.
Wish me luck ,and God bless you all.
Love, Leah Park <33333
I miss you.
There are so many people I miss who practically left my life :(
I miss you Jenna Blaha
I miss you Mallory Koral
I miss you Taylor Blackburn
I miss you Matt Wolf
I miss you Wes Smyth
I miss you Adam Camilleri
I miss you Sohee Unni
I miss all of you. </3 Please come back to my life ASAP
I miss you Jenna Blaha
I miss you Mallory Koral
I miss you Taylor Blackburn
I miss you Matt Wolf
I miss you Wes Smyth
I miss you Adam Camilleri
I miss you Sohee Unni
I miss all of you. </3 Please come back to my life ASAP
I need to stop watching Korean Soap Opera xD
So I know no one here cares about my blog, but I'm still going to write it out anyways.
I'm a 16 year old hormonal teen, and yes, I'm interested in guys, yes, I love romance, and yes, I enjoy watching soap operas.
I will admit, most people don't believe I'm the romantic type (Which I believed myself) but to be honest, I mean yeah, maybe I'm not as interested in a lot of guys like most girls who are totally OBSESSED, I have no clue. I can't understand myself.
Personally, I don't really like the american guys. They're... it's hard to explain.
Ah, yes now I have the words.
They're arrogant, a bunch of ass holes, ignorant, stupid, and just plain rude.
I mean, yeah I guess there are a lot of guys (not only americans) like that, but to be honest, culture differences make a bigger impact in seperating whose the ass hole, and whose not depending on how you were raised.
America's a spoiled country. Everyone gets whatever they want and everyone complains about not having more.
Korea's no different, but at least we have discipline in our system. We don't get whatever we want like most people, hell we even have to work for it instead of our parents like paying our tuition, rent, phone, etc.
I believe asian guys are more responsible and umm... more understanding.
Maybe that's wrong? But I don't care. That's just my opinion because I've gotten so much crap from so many american guys, and the only nice guy in my life was Korean.
Plus, I believe asian guys are better looking than americans. To me, most american guys look like girls, so it's kind of awkward :S But what the heck, asian guys can look like girls too what am I talking about hahaha
I can't really explain this feeling. I guess after all the crap American guys gave me, maybe I'm sick of them idk.
I want to try something new.
I want to marry a brother (Brother as in church member)
A nice, loyal, smart, and charming brother who will take care of me and do everything he can to make me happy, as I will do the same.
I want him to have the same love for God as me, and we probably will, because that will keep our love together through God alone.
It's kind of awkward talking about this, but I'm glad you were here for me Blogspot.
Thanks mucho <3
Love, Leah Park <3333
I'm a 16 year old hormonal teen, and yes, I'm interested in guys, yes, I love romance, and yes, I enjoy watching soap operas.
I will admit, most people don't believe I'm the romantic type (Which I believed myself) but to be honest, I mean yeah, maybe I'm not as interested in a lot of guys like most girls who are totally OBSESSED, I have no clue. I can't understand myself.
Personally, I don't really like the american guys. They're... it's hard to explain.
Ah, yes now I have the words.
They're arrogant, a bunch of ass holes, ignorant, stupid, and just plain rude.
I mean, yeah I guess there are a lot of guys (not only americans) like that, but to be honest, culture differences make a bigger impact in seperating whose the ass hole, and whose not depending on how you were raised.
America's a spoiled country. Everyone gets whatever they want and everyone complains about not having more.
Korea's no different, but at least we have discipline in our system. We don't get whatever we want like most people, hell we even have to work for it instead of our parents like paying our tuition, rent, phone, etc.
I believe asian guys are more responsible and umm... more understanding.
Maybe that's wrong? But I don't care. That's just my opinion because I've gotten so much crap from so many american guys, and the only nice guy in my life was Korean.
Plus, I believe asian guys are better looking than americans. To me, most american guys look like girls, so it's kind of awkward :S But what the heck, asian guys can look like girls too what am I talking about hahaha
I can't really explain this feeling. I guess after all the crap American guys gave me, maybe I'm sick of them idk.
I want to try something new.
I want to marry a brother (Brother as in church member)
A nice, loyal, smart, and charming brother who will take care of me and do everything he can to make me happy, as I will do the same.
I want him to have the same love for God as me, and we probably will, because that will keep our love together through God alone.
It's kind of awkward talking about this, but I'm glad you were here for me Blogspot.
Thanks mucho <3
Love, Leah Park <3333
Sunday, April 3, 2011
What's your problem?
Maybe it's because I posted too much crap?
Or did that whore tell you guys something?
If she did, you can have fun with her, then throw her away once your done.
I'm pretty sure you'll guys will have fun together... and then ten minutes later you guys get sick of her.
Just sayin <3
I'm more fun than she will ever be, so if you ask, I'll just wait and watch you guys crash to the ground and ask for my forgiveness.
Ahahaha what the hell am I talking about, I'm just thinking sensless shit.
It was probably all the crap I was posting on there lmao.
SEE YA SOMETIME SPRING BREAK <3333
Or did that whore tell you guys something?
If she did, you can have fun with her, then throw her away once your done.
I'm pretty sure you'll guys will have fun together... and then ten minutes later you guys get sick of her.
Just sayin <3
I'm more fun than she will ever be, so if you ask, I'll just wait and watch you guys crash to the ground and ask for my forgiveness.
Ahahaha what the hell am I talking about, I'm just thinking sensless shit.
It was probably all the crap I was posting on there lmao.
SEE YA SOMETIME SPRING BREAK <3333
Saturday, April 2, 2011
Blogspot
So I love blogspot.
To death.
A more mature, chill and relaxed blogging website is what I need.
Not a stupid teenage gossip/drama starting website like facebook, twitter, myspace, tumblr, etc.
I love this place :)
BLOGSPOT FTW!!!
To death.
A more mature, chill and relaxed blogging website is what I need.
Not a stupid teenage gossip/drama starting website like facebook, twitter, myspace, tumblr, etc.
I love this place :)
BLOGSPOT FTW!!!
Tumblr.
SO I was just thinking...
about how stupid and pointless tumblr is.
Honestly.
It's a blogging website mostly for depressed, attention-whoring teenagers who has nothing better to do in their lives but to pout and think about how HORRIBLE their lives are.
Honestly. Teenagers are so stupid.
I hate my own kind, can't wait to be an adult and get the fuck out of this stupid stage.
I hate looking through these pointless blogs about how terrible their life is and how they think they go through SO MUCH, and threatening how they're going to commit suicide.
Isn't that just pathetic?
I hate people like that.
Honestly, if you're planning on commiting suicide, you're the most selfish, inconsiderate, most COWARDOUS person in the face of this earth and uhh... yeah you probably should just kill yourself since no one wants you and you're just too disgusting.
I may sound harsh, but that's reality isn't it?
People need to stop being so weak. It'll make this world a more better, HAPPIER place.
Pleaseeeeeeee... this dumb madness needs to stop.
Teenagers are just a bunch of pussies these days... :P and it's terrible.
Ah well.
Love, Leah Park <333
about how stupid and pointless tumblr is.
Honestly.
It's a blogging website mostly for depressed, attention-whoring teenagers who has nothing better to do in their lives but to pout and think about how HORRIBLE their lives are.
Honestly. Teenagers are so stupid.
I hate my own kind, can't wait to be an adult and get the fuck out of this stupid stage.
I hate looking through these pointless blogs about how terrible their life is and how they think they go through SO MUCH, and threatening how they're going to commit suicide.
Isn't that just pathetic?
I hate people like that.
Honestly, if you're planning on commiting suicide, you're the most selfish, inconsiderate, most COWARDOUS person in the face of this earth and uhh... yeah you probably should just kill yourself since no one wants you and you're just too disgusting.
I may sound harsh, but that's reality isn't it?
People need to stop being so weak. It'll make this world a more better, HAPPIER place.
Pleaseeeeeeee... this dumb madness needs to stop.
Teenagers are just a bunch of pussies these days... :P and it's terrible.
Ah well.
Love, Leah Park <333
Friday, April 1, 2011
I've had enough.
I've had enough of your bullshit.
You know what's even more funny? I feel bad for the people who had to deal with your bullshit longer than myself.
Honestly, how do people even get along with you?
You have a terrible atittude, you cry over nothing, you cut over nothing, which you shouldn't even cut anyways,
you're the most selfish girl I've ever met, everything needs to be your way or YOUR NOT HAPPY.
I'd be nervous if I were you.
You just started a war, and who knows if you can end it or not.
Because I'm fucking not.
Just remember what shit you're putting on the internet... because guess what,
I CAN SEE EVERYTHING YOU WRITE ON TUMBLR.
So that's that.
Get through your fucking head that we're not dumb and stupid and that we're not just NOT GOING TO DO ANYTHING,
this is payback.
I'll fucking ruin you until you go on your knees and beg for forgiveness.
You inconsiderate shit.
I hope you have fun at Florida.
Bye!
You know what's even more funny? I feel bad for the people who had to deal with your bullshit longer than myself.
Honestly, how do people even get along with you?
You have a terrible atittude, you cry over nothing, you cut over nothing, which you shouldn't even cut anyways,
you're the most selfish girl I've ever met, everything needs to be your way or YOUR NOT HAPPY.
I'd be nervous if I were you.
You just started a war, and who knows if you can end it or not.
Because I'm fucking not.
Just remember what shit you're putting on the internet... because guess what,
I CAN SEE EVERYTHING YOU WRITE ON TUMBLR.
So that's that.
Get through your fucking head that we're not dumb and stupid and that we're not just NOT GOING TO DO ANYTHING,
this is payback.
I'll fucking ruin you until you go on your knees and beg for forgiveness.
You inconsiderate shit.
I hope you have fun at Florida.
Bye!
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