Spring Break...

Is almost unbelivably over... and it's sad.
Here's the positive part though. I lost an unbelivable amount of weight, and I'm proud.
I lessened my portion by a good amount, and I walk/jog every morning, and work out with my abs at least twice a day for at least 20 minutes.
It feels great.
I can't wait to be skinny.
My goal for my weight is to be around 130 pounds. 140 is okay too.
I want to suceed, and for once I want to stop being so big and I'm tired of people lying to me.
I'm not at a good weight, I'm overweight, so I want to lose all of this and look like a real girl for once.
I have four more months and I'm at a good track.
I'm a bit nervous about school, but I know I can do it.
Take some time to work out, do school work, and make a schedule.
I'm confident, and I have God on my side.
Here's my honest intuition.
God gave me this body, this vessel, so this body isn't mine, it's God's.
So I have no right to mistreat my body this way.
That's why I've decided enough is enough.
I'm tired of people staring at me this way, it's making me self conscious.
And I know it's time to lose this weight.
And I'm determined, not only by myself but with God.
So it's time for a change, and I can do it.
So far, I've lost 13 pounds from the end of Febuary to now, the beginning of April. By the end of April, I want to lose at least 7 more pounds, basically 10 pounds per month, I want to lose it, and I believe I have the ability to do so.
That's why, I'm eating only a little bit, and I'm eating healthy, no junk.
I'm not eating anytime after 6. Besides Sweet potato, but I'll try not to.
For snacks I plan on only eating sweet potatoes.
For breakfast, I'll eat rich.
Lunch, less.
dinner, very poor.
each time, I want to eat a sweet potato with it to make me less hungry.
and each day, I'm walking an hour and working out with Aerobics for at least 20-30 minutes.
I want to do this everyday, and I've been doing it so far, so I know I can do it.
Well, that's pretty much all I've wanted to say.
Wish me luck everyone!

Love, Leah Park <33333